Lord of takumi

Missunderstanding!!!~~~

2009-06-19T14:20:00.002+08:00

Im here again....hehe...well my fren!!i guess have people are reading my blog!!!

but then is ok for me..i wont care about it anymore...

now wat i need to do is just i want to make an apologize to someone else especially those reading my blog...

Firstly,i should say sorry to her because i have make her feel that i blame her..ok..is my mistakes..i shouldnt express my feeling inside the blog..and i shouldnt say that is u are want the notes..there's have a lot of missunderstand occurs during this life...so if anybody who are reading my blog now....plz dun missunderstand about wat i write now...i should say sorry to u 1st..Hope u will forgive...

Result out!!

2009-06-12T15:00:00.001+08:00

hey guys...

for mmu student...our result is out d....please go and check ur result asap...hehe!!!

this sem... i have pass again!!!can say officially graduate from diploma year...will start continue my degree on November intake..hehe!!

internet connection speed!!

2009-06-10T10:06:00.002+08:00

well guys..here i have something to share wit u all!!

see the download speed!!!wll is looks impossible in malaysia right??well im realli shock when i see my download speed!!!

(^^v)

insomnia

2009-06-08T09:38:00.002+08:00

Guess i'm here to write something which really make me struggling for 6months....I wonder is she are realli are the one who i knew before?or she had change?looks when she always scold me,she didnt think about my situation..will always like to putting blame on me....i wonder why she recently had a big change..it's a sign for myself that she's not suitable for me to continue on it??hope is yes!i already been feel tired on this since last few month..

i wonder wat wil i get if i still continue like this...i hope god will gave an answer..the nausea for i what i have doing is continueing...may be i should stop it asap...

When my sister is try to stoping me to gave her some sp gift...i can feel the anger that coming from her heart...she feel very hate me now...

I feel myself are very stupid...already promise that will give when i go cyber but then in the end...i still break the promise.....my family is stoping me now...i just want to wait a good timing..when is a good timing...means is the time i gave it to her...i hope she still will accept...

After this,i will stop everything..Let the time pass and let she forget everythng....hope can...hope i also can pass through...

Birthday Epic

2009-05-02T10:06:00.001+08:00

This year i think my birthday kind a quite fun la....last year i was remember that all my housemates are getting back to celebrate CNY..that time i still remember that i just manage celebrate with my ex...ar...that time was so funny....hehe....but realli thanks for her to celebrate with me la...hehe....

See..This year me n my housemate are celebrate together....The Venue at Mori cafe...adui...Firstly i also don noe that they will celebrate with me...They just invite me to Mori cafe since i haven take my dinner... some sort like that i just waiting for someone to greet me....
the more i hope,the more i will fall....dont hope too much...she doesnt want to greet u already...for what u go and ask her....spt punya twei..as usual, the tradisional still the tradisional..i will throw to the pool....ah gosh...

wakakak!!!shows off!!!

I like this post!!!cant see my eyes at all!!!

actually they are waiting to smack me inside the cake!!!keke

The candle is putting more deeper...imagine i cant take it out..what will i get?

Photo before i kena throw to the pool!!say cheese!!!^^

With my housemates,cyndi,and xiao wern...peace 4ever..

After this there u go...the birthday boy will be throw to the sea......everybody faster ready....

Chek:hehe..this time u kena!!!
Ck:wah....so heavy..faster la....==3
johnny:luckily i have sufficient energy to throw u!!!
Teng: wahahah!!!!!is the time...is the time!!!!!

Haiz...at last...the birthday kena wet wet d...

In the end,she still didnt greet me although ady pass 12o"clock.....i think she doesnt want to greet me at all also...i hope my wish will be granted ba!!!
thank you to all my housemate!!!!

Express!!!

2009-03-18T21:20:00.002+08:00

haha!!!finally...i just finish my 2nd mid term paper!!!althought is quite easy!!but due to my careless,i dont think i can score it la!!!haha!!!just hope i can get a satisfy mark can d!!too bad la...i hope some people will share the joy with me!!!but i dont think i still have the chance back d la!!since there's a limit between us!!!so just wait and see la!!!keke!!!

to the guys that have exam now!!wish u all the best la!!!gambateh la!!

Emo!!!

2009-03-15T11:42:00.002+08:00

Just write something randomly bah!!!hehe!!!this whole week i got to stay at house!!!just eat maggi mee!!yea!!maggi mee!!and just one day one meal!!imagine the whole week u just eat that what u will get finaly!!haiz!!!i noe there's some people are more worst than me!!hehe!!!

Last a few day, i meet up a friends that i'm very long time didnt see her d..and u know what she!!!
omg....jason...why recently ur face looks very pale!!!what happen to u recently!!!and u looks very thin(wahaha!!my heart feel v happy coz people say i'm thin)
i didnt tel her the true why i do myself like that!!If the person know read my blog he/she should know what he/she done this to me!!!i didnt say is ur fault!!!just that i know u can enjoy ur life well...but that doesnt mean is not ur responsibility!!!is't that right??

Ar!!i dunno how to solve it!!!imagine just 1week i already thin for 3kg!!!ar....and i feel headache nw!!!how!!what should i do!!!

God plz help me!!!!plz!!!!haiz!!!
see la!!recenlty i'm went emo again and again!!!!

Graded photo taking!!!

2009-03-09T12:59:00.002+08:00

hehe!!!just nw i receive a msg frm my fren!!!hehe!!

me:u find me got anything??
dkm:no!!yesterday only!!!here ur grade photo!!!

hahah!!!!1st time see me so good looking!!!keke!!!

yeah!!!i soon be graduate from my diploma year!!!then will go cyber further my degree!!!hahah!!!

New hair style!!!

2009-03-09T11:47:00.002+08:00

Hehe..recently dont noe why suddenly so emo..and desperate to have good looking..before this my hair style is like that....

this hairstyle is before i go cut my hair and style it!!looks ugly right??

So after that i decide to go to creative looks near EP there to cut my hair..wonder la how many months i didnt cut my hair jor...hehe...that time i still remember i went to practice my bowling suddenly saw a guy his hair stlye so nice..why i cant be like him??that why i try to change it!!!hehe!!!
i remember i went there at around 4smthng..saw ck they all...hehe...they cutting their hair for their mooting competition...hehe....after 1hour and 30minutes..there u are..
see my new hair style??jeng jeng jeng!!!

It's looks very trend for me...this is my 1st time i set my hair style till like that...haha...looks very desperate right??haha....

just say something la!!!

2009-02-25T18:16:00.003+08:00

year of 2008 so fast ady past d...although on the year i have a lot sweet and bad memory!!! although i'm now single... this a few month i have grow much more faster then b4...this is wat i feel now when after i have chat finish wit one of my neighbored...i realize that i bcome myself better than bcome a person that is nt belong me.... although i feel that my ex ady change lot...can say change till not the one i knew b4...yet is none of my business anymore..i need to face the fact d...hehe...suddenly feel like very mature sial!!!

just now i'm having a interview wit the mori cafe boss... that the 1st time i'm at melacca work... i feel inside the house i will remember her... so i need to find a solution for not remember her anymore.... just now she call me..ask me about something...i though is my fren call me... i wonder why i can easily fgt her sound d.... may be i can assume she long time didn't call me and talk wit me so cant recognize bah...
may be started wan to don't have feeling to her anymore....wahaha....feel like very emo-sial...hope in the future when she need my consult i will help her la...

hope i can try to change myself now more better ba....imagine this a few day i just eat biscuit to survive...wah...i dun noe how to say la the feeling.....feel hungry on today also....feel like wan to kill myself now..... siao meh...i am not so spt la...just write for entertain the reader...

i think should stop here...later will write more interesting story for u all la...c ya...

valentine day!!!

2009-02-16T20:08:00.002+08:00

Since nth to do...i think should update my blog for a moment la...hehe...
last two day was a special day for couple..i assume u the reader should know what are the day....it's valentine day...for me valentine day are just a normal day for me!!because i have been break since last year Christmas wit my girfriends.. Sound hear very irritating right??hehe.... On that day, i had go to MP and DP with my friends. which is very pro in gaming and knew a lot of IT source.. I'm very glad that one of them still can accompany go to MP.. Even he had a GF which now stay in Singapore... During the journey, Three of us looks like spt walking around at MP... haha... and my fren shouting" So jealouse sial, all of them have their own passangan d..why i dun have" eventually he just wan to make us feel embarrassing only... wtf.... fine!!let's just dun talk about it!!

Since we havent take our dinner we had a conversation:
me: ooi,akira, soon fong,mana mau makan??very hungry la!!
soon fong: hehe..sure sibaruku la...
akira: wtf, u think my father are bank is't!!
soon fong: obviously!!
akira: swt!!ltr when u bck u wil kena!!
soon fong: come on baby!!
me: swt...come on let's just eat some fast food can d la!!no need eat so expensive wan la!!!
akira: haiz...just eat at KFC can d!!!wakaka!!!
soon fong: i wan see chicks...so jealouse sial...

just ignore him la....haha...after that three of us finish our dinner..we saw tinny with his parents(sorry i cant pronounce him as her)haha!!!

after that we went DP..and see that soon fong say again"jealouse sial!!all got passangan!!"
this word i hear nearly want blass off my anger d....wtf!!why i'm so emo!!!haha!!dun care about it la!!!

After that we had pass by a lot shop!!all of them is promoting their own product jus for valentine!!crazy sial!!hehe!!but 1 thing i can sure is they are very crazy in creating jokes!!!=D

On the way we heading back to MMU...there's a lot of car waiting for visit the eyes on malaysia!!too bad i haven been up b4 yet!!!coz some personal problem!!hehe!! we stuck at there about 45minutes lk that!!OMg!!!cant believe right??that melaka life during weekend!!!hehe!!!

PS:if u think my english grammar gt error!!do leave a msg at my tag board ok??i want learn my mistakes frm there!!!hehe!!sayonara

Birthday Epic

2009-02-05T11:09:00.000+08:00

1st ad 2nd day in china

2009-02-02T07:59:00.003+08:00

duirng the trimester break i can assume there's a lot of thing happen...sad and happiness....

the 1st week i went to china for visit my sister...i'm not sure why she's treat me like that....may be we now are fren so we cant talk so much or she's start hate me...haiz....during china trip..i went to a lot places..too bad the phot that i take is using by my sister camera....then her camera memory card suddenly got problem...so i assume we cant save any photo duirng the whole trip la.....

i just can say in word only la...we went for a street....the shop lot in china is much more different than our Malaysia shop lot...too bad i cant remember what it's look like..OMG...but inside they selling a lot of electronic that usually are fake brand...imagine a sony digital camera..the name for the digital camera are siny..they just sell RMB200.so at here is around RM100 only..but it wont be last long compare the original...they sell it in the way of appearance..that why of coz the road is full of chicks...but just can see cant eat...AIDS is a lot in china...wahahaha.....not funny...

we went for a temple for praying...and i also have meet some fortune teller....but 1st i will ask bout my relationship problem....haha..guest wat he say??hehe....i cant tell it in here...is a good answer....hope it's real la..but i just use it as a reference for me la...dun believe it too much...keke...
the next day we went to a street..it's also locate at Beijing...north part...go thre eat a lot of nice food...but expensive la....we go eat the 北京填鸭..coz us rmb90...but my sis say nvm la...coz we 1st time go to china.... hehe...i think i will update soon d la for this topic..i wan to class d...hehe..c ya all..!!

haiz

2009-01-07T09:14:00.002+08:00

since yesterday....i dunno whether i'm myself are doing thing correctly or not...her friends ask me dont give her too much of job for the event..i dunno how i gonna explain it...so i choose to tell her...but on the end she's think that this whole story is i'm the one is create story..imagine u talking bullshit and got people didnt believe u....somemore is i'm already be together with her 1 year but she still didnt trust me...how i gonna change if she didnt believe me....

u noe why i'm not be believe because i'm her ex boyfriends,...tat why she's choose not to believe wat i say...because she's trying to escape me....i wonder why??even my friends also say that she's trying run away...just want to run away can d....dun wan face the realistic...i'm dunno how i gonna tell her the truth since she's already quit frm the event..perhaps this wat we call revenger...i shall admit is correct....

now my event is lack of man power...since she's in cyberjaya of coz can easily to help our division in solving a lot of vendors problem...plus if i'm the only 1 who is done this job so far....so i dunno whether she's still interested to join my divison..i dont wan let any private problem affect our division task...is very important for team work...everybody is aspect the event will held nicely!!!

hope she's will think properly...and yesterday i went with akira and his friends for yamcha...he's already mention what ever she was....and he's just don't wan care about what she done only....so she's the one who decide to leave me then is her choice already to choose her correct way...anything happen on herself just dont regret about it....because u have choosen ur path and nobody can control u...u just don't know what u want and u want a people to open the key of your heart...that why i cant mention in this blog..just i'm the one who's know about it..

lastly without u now my life i think will be more better because we still are student....may be on the future we will meet again...may be u choosing to leave coz u want to see what actually the real world is....and after that may b will back on my side...is just may be....who's know god is playing with us....and want us to change our attitude then only can be together....is just a may be...but what i hope may is the mirror only....who's know...

that all for today...need to study for industrial electronic....gambateh for all my friends la....

bad news

2009-01-05T18:03:00.002+08:00

recently there is a lot of sad thing is happen during xmas eve..my gf gone....wat i have give her all is gone already....a reason is she's been too long with me ady..and found out that she's feel boring and want to find a new want...haiz....is ok for me now la....i already aspect this will happen...since is like that i know myself are useless to handle girl....so i know that i wont make a girl happy..if like that for i want to choose to be suffer...this is not the matter wat i'm saying..is just that i 'm feel like she's actually have a lot private problem just that i cant tell in this blog...i need to respect her....

i dont noe how i gonna consult her...even her friends also saying that she's change....i hope that she will be like last time who she are...smiling,playing....i'm know that myself are doing kepo but what i done just hope that she's back to normal...her secondary friends also wonder why she'start change a lot???

in my mind is keeping why?? why ?? why???
so now wat shall i need to do is just waiting...since today when i wan sms ask her something...my mind keep ask am i still wan to sms her??later her bf will angry me when both of them having their private time together....that why yesterday i doing some stupid thing in my whole life....

now my wish is hope she will wake up from the dream....she's now not herself...plz la...wake up la...

that all i can say....hope she will understand....

New year new life!!!

2009-01-05T16:50:00.002+08:00

since i yesterday i already done a bad thing i think i should stop it already..i know both of them think that i'm garrulous...now i decide that i want to give up for this kind of relationship anymore....

last time my friends already warn me that dont treat her too good....in the end i get for nothing...my classmates all is try to help me for solution but everything is gone already....i'm lost already....what i need to do now is faster finish my exam and forget all the things that i have been through...i need to forget what sadness that i have been hurt....

i cant let them look down on me....i will let them know that i'm be more happy than before...my parents i'm very sorry for make u dissapointed cause your son don noe how to solve in love story....

i realli hope wat grace tell me that me and her will together last long....since last time i still remember she say the girl will berak up with me...and run with another guy...after that she will go with another guy again...and then the last will return back to my side....i just hope what she say is real....

just think in proper way...i need to take break...once my break is over i will have good new life....that alll....lastly i will like to wish u all good luck in your exam and gambateh.....

1st day without u...

2008-12-29T10:31:00.002+08:00

today is the 1st day living without u...i still remember wat i ytd did...i shoulnt make u angry...i'm sry..i noe myself have make some troublesome to you...and make u misunderstand about me....

in cyberjaya there is a lot people doesnt like me coz there is some big problem...i scare i run away..and given an excuse say that bcoz i dun dare to talk wit them..coz i noe myself result is bad than them....i'm sry....i that time should think that i'm coming to university is to study not finding gf.....i should make something make her feel proud...why why why...my mind keep spinning on the word of why....

if i get a good result wat will i get....a heart??a greeting??or may be something that cant full fill it....i wonder wat i have done nw....when i wake up my head feel v pain....imagine that i'm juz sleep for 3hours oni...argh....my head is like pain till dont noe how to describe it...ish....why i'm keep saying about this....

actually that i'm just trying to keep myself cool down d...my heart is like wanna blow up..on ytd conversation my heart feel uncomfortable may b is i'm too sad about it i try to hiding my sickness on that time...just i know if i have the chance to talk wit her is ok d....after a few minutes wit her conversation my heart more ok d....may b is i try to comfort myself then it bcome more better d....thx for her ytd talk wit me....i'm still glad that she's talk wit me again...and hope jason wont jealouse la....wonder why he so scare me...after that is that i'm planning to return her the things wat she's entitle to get frm me la....any way nw she's have gave me a mission...that is i need to get a first class gpa for this sem..hope i can get it anyway...

The last is i hope that i wish her happy always....Jason dun bully her already lo....ok?if nt she's will sad again....

feeling down...

2008-12-28T21:59:00.002+08:00

This year xmas i feel v down again n again...last year still gt people celebrate wit me..but this year i'm alone...althought nw i'm nt single at all...but i still fell alone again...

During the xmas eve,she didnt call me at all...i feel lk i'm alone d...on that time may b i oredi feel that she's wit her fren d....i alone doing my assignment...i noe is my self problem...i didnt appreciate much to her..

1st,i too much tight to her..she's wan freedom...i didnt manege to gv her..coz i noe is she dun dare to tell me during this a few period...

2nd-sometimes i lack of money...need to ask her pay for me....

3rd-she's doesnt have any feel since the last sem d...

frm above i oredi noe that she's oredi wan to break up wit me d...juz she dun dare to tell me oni....scare that i will sad again..
that why she can manage to suffer till nw....
i'm sry to her..coz always cant make her feel happy at all..even myself also feel lk wan to scold myself....

when i'm back frm seremban frm my lecture wedding,i straightly go to mahkota parade.coz i thought she will going...mana tau raining so i cant meet wit her d.
所谓期望越大失望...i make her angry again...this time is more worst..i shouldnt say that i wan to together wit her....but i act is lk that..i shouldnt do lk that...very该死...no wonder people will angry wit u....

anyway i dun mind if my xmas is without present...as long as my life is ful of colour then is ok d....new year is ok la if celebrate alone as long as she's happy everybody in this world are happy living together...then my life will bcome more colourfull...

lastly i wan to wish them 有情人终成眷属...and i hope she will live happy more then last time we togther....

One afternoon in melaca

2008-04-25T21:42:00.002+08:00

during on the day,i'm wit some fren having some fun for go to round melaca...firstly i cant find the food where should can be eat...but it's make me feel headache...i feel lk i gonna crash it..lol.....where should i need to go to eat...why this decision very hard to be make....some of the food in melaca we already till feel bored d.....ahhh.......finally,my fren decide that we should go eat economy rice??haha..finally juz decide let's juz go eat economy rice la...haha...the food is very nice and cheap...we two juz sharing la...coz out of money d.....haha..then go to the other places la....actually cant say go around in melaca for 1day juz a few hours oni la....hahahahahahha......that all.bye...

GACC2008

2008-03-02T13:10:00.002+08:00

This can be say a very massive event for me on my whole life la....In this even, it's has a lot of politics problem..but for me i dun care it anymore...coz is none of my business at all..hehe...so teruk am i??Let me juz briefly say about this event la...GACC stand for Games,anime,comic,circle.....This event is found through a small group of the student in MMU....seeing throught this event on the last two years.....the event very succes and it's has attract a lot of fans of anime....The special for this event we are the 1st of ever in Malaysia who are invite seiryuu....last year is MR. Torufuya....And this year is Mr. Masazaku Morita..I very lucky this year is my 1st year enter to MMU and can have a chance take photo with him.... this is the all photo during the GACC event....have a nice look....

during the chinese new year...

2008-02-07T01:05:00.002+08:00

during tat time is the most i hate..even is a chinese new year i m v hate it...coz all the family memeber is change...they care about their own stuff...nt lk last time when my granparents still at life....they all treat us v well...but nw they all treat us lk shit.....scold me lk a hell....treat me as a slave...dun even come to visit us at all....btw nw i feel very happy...coz "she" sms me and accompany wit me...i feel lk i wont b alone nw...juz this year i feel v special for me d....nx year stil wil b the same....keke....btw this year my sis at china d...so i cant celebrate wit her...so feel b unusual without her la.....haha...i planning this year go china visit my sis...bring my mom go also...but the too dissapointed is i cant bring "she" go...suddenly when during cny my mind started think if i go china..i take a photo than i paste a photo frm her then she will b v happy lo..althought didnt go wit me...but at heart she's still follow me go...wat a good idea...swt....ok la...then i stop write on here...i will continue on nx time d....bye....

everything is fine d...

2008-01-07T10:59:00.000+08:00

It's can b say everything is fine d...i dunno wat shal i say..last a few days is a lot of thing hv happen...i'm nw finally wont b lonely d...i finally hv a person tat will always beside me d.....i hope nw she can live b happy la...of coz i should say i very love u....and i always miss u....although is this i think i wil wait for her for 5years d....my wish nw is can b together wit her after the5years...nw i juz can plan when she go other places i will bring her go to eyes of malaysia..she wan to ride that...i hope i can do it la..and a lot of places can bring her oso......i wonder when i can bought her go la.....i remember ytd i suddenly gt something probem occur lucky my fren come n help me to solve it...finally the problem have been solve...nw i juz wait for her oni in 5years...me n her nw juz are........hehe.....sry i cant say at here.......when the time is come i hope she will stay wit me......nw i juz can hv rest d and for her....that alll...

i love u....
takumi

at christmas day..

2007-12-27T08:05:00.000+08:00

on that day...i saw her fren at there..i juz not mean to told her that her fren is going out without invite her...i realli tat time feel very lonely...she juz ask me to cal her..on the spot..she cry....she say she very lonely....i dun wan she feel lk that..then i juz accompany wit her...on that time something realli bad happen on her.....i cant say it at here.....is people privacy....sorry...i jzu accompany her in 2hours i think...that time i juz can say she very weak d....i hope she wil b thought on the other day.....

when xmas eve..

2007-12-26T18:58:00.000+08:00

on that time...i receive a bad news..my mom hv been sent to ward nw....stil in bad condition....i hope she wil b alright....on that time..i oni can pray for her....btw at that time b4i going to portugis settlement...i call her...she feel sad...she sad bcoz of somebody cant accompany wit her...i feel very sad y i dun wan decide faster go...may b i can accompany wit her...haizz...but when i'm back to home i juz strictly call her...i worry her gt problem again...i hope she wil be alright at al the time....juz wanna wish her merry christmas...

A sad day...

2007-12-23T22:55:00.000+08:00

Today when i heard that she wit the guy my heart seems very scare..
i scare her will get any trouble....
plus he very handsome than me..
i dunno wat shall i do nw....
i seems lk losing her...
haiz
juz nw i juz wait at startbucks coffee there lk a stupid people...
drinking a cup of coffee....
when i get a call....my heart jz jumping lk a earth quake..
oh my god..she get trouble d...
when i start to answer...
she juz ask me u better go other places..dun let me c u....
haiz...this word seems very hurt for me...
but i noe she juz lk that guy..
so i cant say anything..
i juz can aware myself dun slip juz wait her call even though i'm sick d..
lucky my sickness slowly recover at that time..
may be is the power of love..
i stil worry bout her condition...
i thought when she back she wont cal me d...
but she stil will...
i'm very happy on it.....
coz she didnt break her promise.....
but at that time i saw a gift very nice planning to buy for her for the xmas present...

hehe
but 1thing is this year i cant get my present at al d..

Takumi gambateh neh...

happy..

2007-11-25T23:31:00.000+08:00

i wan go comic fiesta...hurayy..but i having a problem nw...

a sad day...

2007-09-27T17:47:00.000+08:00

b4the final exam....i noe she in bad mood la...she scold me very bad la that time..i dunno wat shall i do on that time..i juz can feel hurt oni....i oni can wish her good luck in the exam oni..

gambateh ya...

a very happy day i ever had...

2007-09-26T17:53:00.000+08:00

on that day..is her birthday...i feel happy coz i gv her a present...but when she say is nt suitable i feel hurt d...i thought is that she wish to get it...but i get is the wrong wan,,,but at least the shirt she very appreciate it....haha..i very happy la when she say lk tat...make me feel happy oni...kaka...althought i noe some guy hv gv her a good present d.....better than me....and i very regret y i dun wan buy her a cake....haiz..
so sad oni tat time....

i nw wanna say "happy birthday to u"

i miss my house..

2007-09-10T17:37:00.000+08:00

on the day..i very miss my hometown la..i miss the food and a lot of thing...and the most i very miss my mum....i very very miss the cook la...i dunno wat shall i say nw la.....i long time no go to gurney d.....queensbay mall is the most i wish to go oni..haha...i wanna feel the ice storm frm the building....enjoy the japanese food and more thing i havent enjoy yet..haha...hope nx time when i back i wil enjoy it...haha

when the trimester break..

2007-08-10T17:21:00.000+08:00

when i on the way back..i should nt ask her something..i noe is my false to express my love...since i first time been truely love by people...my heart feel very happy on that day...she express it when in msn...but when in the bus...she told me tat we wont b together..that time my heart realli down untill dunno hw to say...i juz cry it...thought she juz playing wit me..but is realli true d..i juz can accept the fact oni...i thought i wil hv people to like d....so miss that time when she told me she lk me..haiz..the fact is the fact d la....on the other days..i juz do something wrong d...i control her...i feel very salah on her....i'm here wanna say i'm sorry to u...plz 4gv me....k??may u always be happy on the everyday....

on the GACC meeting

2007-07-20T16:58:00.000+08:00

today is my first day attend the meeting..i meet 3new fren at there...the 1st wan is the spectacles guy..he very good to me...i feel very happy..another is elaine the crazy girl who's i never meet b4....she jz act lk a guy...1st time i talk wit her very nicely oni..but...later i oni say....nw i should say the last wan...her name is ru yen...i prefer call her tsubami...or yan zi...haha...she looks a bit funny lo when i start talk wit her...when in the meeting,edo ask me a lot of question that about anie..is very damm thoug la...i seems juz oni a few question i noe hw to answer oni...in that time edo juz told us need to wait the answer can d...so i juz strictly go back to jls agm la...that time the two girls juz follow me la...i thought i jz alone go la...on the road tsubami juz perli me short oni..walao...my hurt kena broke again lo that time....when in the jls agm...that elaine cal me come there to sit wit them..first time i dun dare to sit wit them..but after i feel the lonely i oni go sit wit them...first time i prefer to talk wit tsubami la..coz she looks more easy to communicate..and after a few minutes..that elaine started to attack wit her pintch d...wao..that time i feel very pain...i dunno her kung fu very geng leh....and that tsubami her mouth lagi geng..shoot me until i cant say anything..but that time i noe i juz enjoy play wit them la..i hope they oso think lk that la....when the jls com. ask us to go each group i thought that time i wil be lonely d..lucky gt tsubami there...i juz talk wit her on that time....haha..i very enjoy at that time..noe a lot of fren....hehe..juz can say my feeling is good at that time

lonely

2007-07-19T16:52:00.000+08:00

wah...seeing the big days,i feel lk my stres reali wanna come to me d..i noe her and edo are been together since the orientation...but i feel very happy la...coz i wil feel lonely again....hehe....tmr wil be the GACC committe requierement i should b more add oil d..

haha
gambateh

the journey of bon odori at 14th of july!!

2007-07-15T12:24:00.000+08:00

is may be the happy day for those japanese or even in malaysian religion!!!!when the first time i go to shah alam stadium i feel tat it's a bit different wat i hv go to penang bon odori!!but penang's sure is better than the masushita stadium la!!!there dont hv fireworks in shah alam!!!but the japanese kawaii girl os more!!!haha!!!!but at tat i wanna call a girl!!but she's nt answer it!!!!last week she's hv promise to take a photo wit her!!!but...........!!!!i juz feel a bit sad and dissapointed!!!!thought can take a photo wit her!!coz may be nx year she wont b at here d!!!and may be sometimes i dont understand her feel bt she still b happy!!!she wont mind it!!sometimes she's acc very cool!!!say a hello 2her wont reply!!sometimes she's juz lk to play wit me!!!i hope she will understand wat i feel la!!!wont hurt me again d!!!!although we juz a fren bt dont juz sat and fgt d!!!!hope she is happy always n stay cool!!!!yeah!!!!