*Monday, January 5, 2009*
bad news
recently there is a lot of sad thing is happen during xmas eve..my gf gone....wat i have give her all is gone already....a reason is she's been too long with me ady..and found out that she's feel boring and want to find a new want...haiz....is ok for me now la....i already aspect this will happen...since is like that i know myself are useless to handle girl....so i know that i wont make a girl happy..if like that for i want to choose to be suffer...this is not the matter wat i'm saying..is just that i 'm feel like she's actually have a lot private problem just that i cant tell in this blog...i need to respect her....
i dont noe how i gonna consult her...even her friends also saying that she's change....i hope that she will be like last time who she are...smiling,playing....i'm know that myself are doing kepo but what i done just hope that she's back to normal...her secondary friends also wonder why she'start change a lot???
in my mind is keeping why?? why ?? why???
so now wat shall i need to do is just waiting...since today when i wan sms ask her something...my mind keep ask am i still wan to sms her??later her bf will angry me when both of them having their private time together....that why yesterday i doing some stupid thing in my whole life....
now my wish is hope she will wake up from the dream....she's now not herself...plz la...wake up la...
that all i can say....hope she will understand....
PATA PATA PATA PON♥
