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*Wednesday, January 7, 2009*

haiz

since yesterday....i dunno whether i'm myself are doing thing correctly or not...her friends ask me dont give her too much of job for the event..i dunno how i gonna explain it...so i choose to tell her...but on the end she's think that this whole story is i'm the one is create story..imagine u talking bullshit and got people didnt believe u....somemore is i'm already be together with her 1 year but she still didnt trust me...how i gonna change if she didnt believe me....

u noe why i'm not be believe because i'm her ex boyfriends,...tat why she's choose not to believe wat i say...because she's trying to escape me....i wonder why??even my friends also say that she's trying run away...just want to run away can d....dun wan face the realistic...i'm dunno how i gonna tell her the truth since she's already quit frm the event..perhaps this wat we call revenger...i shall admit is correct....

now my event is lack of man power...since she's in cyberjaya of coz can easily to help our division in solving a lot of vendors problem...plus if i'm the only 1 who is done this job so far....so i dunno whether she's still interested to join my divison..i dont wan let any private problem affect our division task...is very important for team work...everybody is aspect the event will held nicely!!!

hope she's will think properly...and yesterday i went with akira and his friends for yamcha...he's already mention what ever she was....and he's just don't wan care about what she done only....so she's the one who decide to leave me then is her choice already to choose her correct way...anything happen on herself just dont regret about it....because u have choosen ur path and nobody can control u...u just don't know what u want and u want a people to open the key of your heart...that why i cant mention in this blog..just i'm the one who's know about it..

lastly without u now my life i think will be more better because we still are student....may be on the future we will meet again...may be u choosing to leave coz u want to see what actually the real world is....and after that may b will back on my side...is just may be....who's know god is playing with us....and want us to change our attitude then only can be together....is just a may be...but what i hope may is the mirror only....who's know...

that all for today...need to study for industrial electronic....gambateh for all my friends la....


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*Monday, January 5, 2009*

bad news

recently there is a lot of sad thing is happen during xmas eve..my gf gone....wat i have give her all is gone already....a reason is she's been too long with me ady..and found out that she's feel boring and want to find a new want...haiz....is ok for me now la....i already aspect this will happen...since is like that i know myself are useless to handle girl....so i know that i wont make a girl happy..if like that for i want to choose to be suffer...this is not the matter wat i'm saying..is just that i 'm feel like she's actually have a lot private problem just that i cant tell in this blog...i need to respect her....

i dont noe how i gonna consult her...even her friends also saying that she's change....i hope that she will be like last time who she are...smiling,playing....i'm know that myself are doing kepo but what i done just hope that she's back to normal...her secondary friends also wonder why she'start change a lot???

in my mind is keeping why?? why ?? why???
so now wat shall i need to do is just waiting...since today when i wan sms ask her something...my mind keep ask am i still wan to sms her??later her bf will angry me when both of them having their private time together....that why yesterday i doing some stupid thing in my whole life....

now my wish is hope she will wake up from the dream....she's now not herself...plz la...wake up la...

that all i can say....hope she will understand....


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New year new life!!!

since i yesterday i already done a bad thing i think i should stop it already..i know both of them think that i'm garrulous...now i decide that i want to give up for this kind of relationship anymore....

last time my friends already warn me that dont treat her too good....in the end i get for nothing...my classmates all is try to help me for solution but everything is gone already....i'm lost already....what i need to do now is faster finish my exam and forget all the things that i have been through...i need to forget what sadness that i have been hurt....

i cant let them look down on me....i will let them know that i'm be more happy than before...my parents i'm very sorry for make u dissapointed cause your son don noe how to solve in love story....

i realli hope wat grace tell me that me and her will together last long....since last time i still remember she say the girl will berak up with me...and run with another guy...after that she will go with another guy again...and then the last will return back to my side....i just hope what she say is real....


just think in proper way...i need to take break...once my break is over i will have good new life....that alll....lastly i will like to wish u all good luck in your exam and gambateh.....


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