*Monday, December 29, 2008*
1st day without u...
today is the 1st day living without u...i still remember wat i ytd did...i shoulnt make u angry...i'm sry..i noe myself have make some troublesome to you...and make u misunderstand about me....
in cyberjaya there is a lot people doesnt like me coz there is some big problem...i scare i run away..and given an excuse say that bcoz i dun dare to talk wit them..coz i noe myself result is bad than them....i'm sry....i that time should think that i'm coming to university is to study not finding gf.....i should make something make her feel proud...why why why...my mind keep spinning on the word of why....
if i get a good result wat will i get....a heart??a greeting??or may be something that cant full fill it....i wonder wat i have done nw....when i wake up my head feel v pain....imagine that i'm juz sleep for 3hours oni...argh....my head is like pain till dont noe how to describe it...ish....why i'm keep saying about this....
actually that i'm just trying to keep myself cool down d...my heart is like wanna blow up..on ytd conversation my heart feel uncomfortable may b is i'm too sad about it i try to hiding my sickness on that time...just i know if i have the chance to talk wit her is ok d....after a few minutes wit her conversation my heart more ok d....may b is i try to comfort myself then it bcome more better d....thx for her ytd talk wit me....i'm still glad that she's talk wit me again...and hope jason wont jealouse la....wonder why he so scare me...after that is that i'm planning to return her the things wat she's entitle to get frm me la....any way nw she's have gave me a mission...that is i need to get a first class gpa for this sem..hope i can get it anyway...
The last is i hope that i wish her happy always....Jason dun bully her already lo....ok?if nt she's will sad again....
PATA PATA PATA PON♥
